My colleagues and close friends have been telling me, marriage isn't a simple task to handle.
After you get married, it's not about what LOVE anymore. It's about what and how are you going to do to maintain and survive through it.
People ask me, why this decision? Seriously, I don't know too. I just wish to settle down, have my family and enjoy the closeness and togetherness of my own. Somehow or rather, it's not about how much you love the other party anymore. It's about how you much you can accept the other party to the extend that you are going to live together for the rest of your life. Whether you can commit to giving everything out, putting your family as the first place.
I tried, and I believe I'm up to it. But, whether he can do it is another big question mark in my mind. Why do I have such kind of thoughts you may ask. Sometimes, it's always what someone does that makes you think this way. You get it huh?
I really need some affirmation from you. Or just some actions to show that you care and you are keen and confident for us to develop onto this next difficult stage! I know it isnt easy, but I'm more than willing to learn and go through every single obstacle we may meet. Please, show me you care, boy. It's hurting.
