I woke up this morning with a heart wrenching pain. The pain lasted till now.

Tomorrow is the 26th Nov 2008, which marks my darling baby boy's 2nd anniversary.

How times flies, its been 2 yrs. I did not see you physically for the past 2 years, but you live in my heart ever since they day you left.

Strangely, you appeared in my dreams last night. It was great to see you, but.. why did you appeared in pain? U know how it broke my heart? You broke your hand and i was rushing you to the vet.

are you fine? are you really ok? i really want to know.

please come back tomorrow, i bought your favourite greenies.

missing you always,
mummy.

~ RECESSION ~

The recession this year is going to hit us real hard.

Singapore's government last month lowered its estimate for 2008 growth to between 4 percent and 5 percent from an earlier forecast of as much as 6 percent. The economy may grow less than 4 percent this year, the Straits Times reported this week, citing Trade and Industry Minister Lim Hng Kiang.

My Boss too actually forecast our company sales to be 7.5million. He has altered it to 5.5million officially this morning.

The Singapore government last month warned that its manufacturing industry, which makes up a quarter of its economy, will remain weak amid easing demand for pharmaceuticals, chemicals and electronics from its biggest markets. Industrial production dropped 12.2 percent last month after a 21.5 percent decline in July, the Economic Development Board said today.

Our major customers are in the manufacturing sector. *gosh~

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As you all know, DBS start the ball rolling by retrenching about 500 employees, followed by Citibank, retrenching about 50,000 employees worldwide!

According to my boss, the banks are getting hit hard, up next will be the electronics sector; or rather, the electronics sector have already started having visible sales drop of 40 - 60% !

Its going to be a cycle.


So people, spend necessarily and NOT unnecessarily.
If you got spare cash, keep it in fixed deposit becos if the bank collapse, our government will pay ! haha!

Damn. Look at my fat face! ARGH !

I overspent this month yet again! Din I said I need to save? GRRR. I did not spend any money on my car, but i spent a bomb shopping.

Lets see ah..
- A night wear from LaSenza $65
- 2 Nike Tees $50
- 4 tops for work $100
- Havaianas slippers $34
- 2 pairs of heels $75
- Some online tops $80
- Rebonding $120
- Hair cream $20

*faints. i think still got quite abit, i cant remember off hand.

anyways, this fri is our chalet le ! yippie yeah ! =D

i shall upload more photos.

oh ya, alvin, the boss of some freelance grooming service asked me if im keen to join him. meeting him tmr to discuss over lunch. he told me briefly, every week he polish 3 cars, in a month can earn about 1k. woohoo. if i can earn xtra 1k, that will be VERY GOOD! =)

all right, till then.
bye~

early this morning, i was smoking outside my office as usual before going in. my sales manager just arrived and he walked towards me. and i gave him that "what u want" look.

alan: morning
von: morning. (carry on smoking)
alan: wanna have a chat with u.

*look at him. *
he paused for about 10secs.

von: er... chat need to think so long meh?
alan: no lar, must think of how to say mah...
von: orh.
alan: actually ah... why you only want to send xmas card to 2 customers only?
von: no why ah... cos they are my big customers so send to them only lor.
alan: then wad about the rest of ur customers?
von: aiyah, no need lar..
alan: erm... r u planning to do anything at the end of the yr?
von: huh? do wad?
alan: like u know, plan to leave Decal?
von: O.O NO LAR!
alan: cos u only send xmas cards to 2 custs, so i tot u r planning to leave mah?
von: *still shocked* no lar ! seriously N O.
alan: good to hear tt. cos u know ah, now market very bad outside, then u r married.. u know..
alan: hope u will continue to stay with us... u know, ur base is good already, jus keep working hard and u will have no prob hitting ur sales target every month.
von: zzzz. -.-" NOO LARRR ~ never even tot of tt lor. LOLS.
alan: *smiling* okok. hope u will stay with us.

LOL. lame lor. like tt also can? jus bcos i send cards to 2 of my major customers, he tot that i like bo chap liao, planning to quit le. haha. on the other hand, i am happy cos i got affirmative from him that he hope i will stay on. =D

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GOODBYE my curly hair ! WELCOME my straight hair ! LOL.

I am going to do my rebonding tmr. my hair is super curly now. kns. I cant wait but yet, i hate sitting there for hours ! GRRR~

oH! gotta go watch tv le. till then ~

My bro & I bought a Burberry Blue Label bag for my Mummy as her bdae present.

You guys should have seen the delighted look on her ! lols. she was grinning from ear to ear and yet giving comments like "aiyo, don waste money lar... (while opening up the bag & carrying it on her to try out.) " haha.

1 more good news, i hit my sales target for October AGAIN ! yippie ! money money money ~

i think i am going on a shopping spree. spent $100 over today. bought myself some tops, accessories & also, stock up on my facial foams, toothbrush. =P

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last thurs, me, kiu, dan & star went to tamp Giant to buy the stuffs for our chalet which is on the 14th this month ! a week plus more !~ i cant wait ~ hee. bet we are goin to have lotsa fun man ~

then on fri, all of us went for the steamboat at beach road for dan's farewell dinner. it was sad to see him leave. =( i miss his rubbish so so much. after which, we went to halo bar. my boss came to join us shortly and he finished the chivas.

guess who i saw there? kailing ! lol. when she called me tt night, i was thinkin, could she be here as well? and she's really at halo bar ! lols. we stayed till they closed and my boss asked us to go night club together. zzz. wanted to drink till 6am ~ faint. all of us rejected him. haha.

i slept real lot on sat. miss my lu lu girl so so so much ~ had my fav. prawn noodles ! *heart my mum* =))

till then. tmr is monday again, start of a month, its time to slog & hit target again !