Monday, November 26, 2007
26th Nov 2006 - 26th Nov 2007. Today marks the 1st year; this 1 whole yr, i live with regrets, sadness and anger. I regreted why I chose to make that decision. I'm filled with sadness that I could not see you again. I'm angry with myself for not saving you. BB boy, Mummy is really sorry for putting you to sleep. Mummy really made the wrong decision. I should have asked the vet to save you though your survival chance is less than 50%. Thinking back, its still hope, why didnt I chose to save you? You looked really weak and painful when I sent you to the hospital. But Im glad I was with you through the last moments of your life. Im glad we spent 2 yrs together, closely. Im glad we were so close to the extend of sleeping, eating and drinking together. Im sorry to let you eat whatever you want to and caused you to fall ill. Just wanna let you know, although you are not with me physically, u live in my heart forever.
Forever loving and missing you.
Everyone says you've got a good and handsome dog...
I'm so proud of you Baby boy...
The day when you just beome a part of our family...
I miss the sound of the your bell bell when you run towards the door when Im back...
Your all-time fav. ball ball. Especially when you'r angry, you will bite real hard on the ball..
I still have your ball ball with me... Nv allow other dogs to touch it..
Your bed is still with me.. But the smell is fading due to the time...
When will you back to slp on the bed?
The way we always share our food...
Everyone says you've got a good and handsome dog...
The day when you just beome a part of our family... 
Your all-time fav. ball ball. Especially when you'r angry, you will bite real hard on the ball..
Your bed is still with me.. But the smell is fading due to the time...