I cant help but got a tinge of disappointment. I am suppose to feel angry & revengeful but, nope. I don't. Instead, I am feeling disappointment. Utter disappointment.
I've come to see how ugly humans are.
In the past, I can hate someone just by listening to what a third party says. But the recent years, I come to learn to stand in a neutral position. I don't judge a book by its cover & of course by what a third party says.
I've learnt to believe that no human is bad by nature. Its always the circumstances that cause them to become bad. I've learnt to look at everyone & anyone with a start of 100 marks.
But damn, why am I always proven otherwise?
I don't believe in helping people
becos I strongly believe that person will NOT reciprocate! I tried to change my mentality and I am still in the progress of learning.
Just like when you were studying, I am sure everyone have Theory & Practical lessons. I just had my practical lesson & I think I fared well; at least an 80 marks.
BUT WHY? Why do god always let me see the ugly side of human nature? I hate it. Each time I thought I've progressed to the next stage, you have to kick me down all the way to the bottom.
That's it.
I will never offer my trust to anyone else except for my dear ones.
