Each time I surf the doggiesite.com, I will first look into the General Folder then to the Health & Nutrition Folder.
After which, I will look unknowingly click on Rainbow Bridge. I hate to see the topics in this folder. I've already told myself not to look at that folder. That folder is full of tears, full of sorrow, full of sadness. How I hate that feeling, but I just cant hide my feelings. I've been running away from thinking of Baby Boy... Hopefully I can run and run and run away ... But I cant help missing him every now and then...
Sometimes, I feel like deleting his photos/ video and his urn away.. But I know deep down in my heart I can never do that for I know I will regret it for sure. I keep him photos on all the computers that I access, handphones and I burn a CD which contains all his photos and videos in it. I am so afraid that should my computers crash one fine day I will lose all the photos.
Though now I have fallen in love with Lu Lu girl but one thing for sure is that I can never forget the happy days we spent together...
The image of you is getting blurred. I am so afraid to lose the sight of you in my heart. Days pass and with a blink of eye, its already almost 17 months since I last touched you... The touch of your fur, the touch of your paws and how I also clean off the tears from your eyes ... Awww... How I miss them so...
Baby, come back to me as my child will you, this I beg of you...
