As you all can see, today I am kinda free. need to take a break in between to
relac abit lar hor. My leg feel so painful
lar, cos I have been walking in and out of the production. my jobs running & roach's job running. then i got to settle his stuffs, my own stuffs. and i got to do my job as a team leader. keep track of their sales & my own sales.
cheonging for the last week to hit my target this month.
but still... i love to be BUSY ! =D
today i went to lunch at
IMM with
calista &
dan. while walking back to my car, a
bmw was parking
infront of me waiting for a lot. and so, i tot to myself. when will it be my turn to drive a
beemer?
but then again, think. its good to have goals. and i will push myself to work hard for that goal. to drive a
beemer ! =D
yet at times, yes, i know its contradicting. but i just felt that my life now is "passable". but then,
im sibei greedy. i want the best in life. i want to have EVERYTHING. but sometimes, things
arent so simple. there are things you cant buy with money; like having baby boy back. no matter how rich i am, i cant bring him back to life.
hais, i am missing him again. i am trying not to think of him so much. yes i know, i am selfish. but.. once i think of him, my heart just hurts. i know i may sound
exaggerating to many. come on' he's just a DOG.
but to me.. he is not a dog.. he is my best friend, my best soul mate, my everything.
i ever saw a sentence:
to you, your dog may not be your everything. but to them, you are his everything. for now, i try to be with Lu Lu whenever I can. Even if I were to quarrel with Bun, I will still go ahead.
Reason?
I dont want to have any regrets.Once bitten, twice shy.
