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Friday, June 6, 2008

I am feeling so uncomfortable at this moment, i mean for the whole morning till now. I always have a hard time elaborating myself. Or rather, I just have to explain things any further. It just pissed me off even more. I rather go scream at the wall myself or probably just give a HARD kick to the wall eh? Ok, I know I sound like a saddist, but who CARES? I am going to live the life I want. I decided to be INCONSIDERATE, SELF CENTERED AND HAVE A WHO CARES ATTITUDE !

I am tired. I am tired of thinking how other people will think & feel. Its very tiring to think and think and think. Think of why this fella does this? What is that fella thinking of? That fella must have some reasons for doing so.

ARGH.

I dont know why I am not pulling up my socks ! I know my bosses think well of me, I know I can do well. I know I can. But why am I still surfing the net like nobody's business? Why am I still slacking in my job? I know as Sales I cant afford to slack. We need to constantly fight like some generals to keep the customers by your side. BUT WHY? I just cant control myself. It is just 有心无力. Or am I finding excuses for myself?

I find that I dont understand myself at all. What on earth do I want? Which direction am I going at?

I am happy that I just got a promotion and my team mates are all very motivated, so how can their leader be demoralized? I need to buck up. I seriously NEED to.

I yearn for victory. Yes. I WANT VICTORY !

The End,







Rainbow Bridge

Just this side of heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge.

When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge. There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together. There is plenty of food, water and sunshine, and our friends are warm and comfortable.
All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigor. Those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again, just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times gone by. The animals are happy and content, except for one small thing; they each miss someone very special to them, who had to be left behind.
They all run and play together, but the day comes when one suddenly stops and looks into the distance. His bright eyes are intent. His eager body quivers. Suddenly he begins to run from the group, flying over the green grass, his legs carrying him faster and faster.
You have been spotted, and when you and your special friend finally meet, you cling together in joyous reunion, never to be parted again. The happy kisses rain upon your face; your hands again caress the beloved head, and you look once more into the trusting eyes of your pet, so long gone from your life but never absent from your heart.
Then you cross Rainbow Bridge together….

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My darling boy, when my chores are through, we will cross the rainbow bridge together.
And between now & then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you...









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