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Lesson 1 - NEVER ever treat anyone nice before they treat you nice.

I've learnt that dozens of times. i treated him very well cos I treated him as my friend. In any cases of him being neglected by the company, by the management, by the colleagues; I always stand up for him. I will speak to the management about him. I will tell them how hardworking he is, how committed he is in this job. Now, the management sees him well. They treat him well, gave him leads. I dont say its all my credit, cos all my talking wouldnt work without him working hard.

Lesson 2 - NEVER step back to accept someone whom you detest

This is the first time I tried to accept someone I detest. I wouldnt say hate cos she's not worth me hating. It all started very well when she just joined us, but it all changed when she became his gf in barely 2 weeks knowing him. I started to suspect if she really love him or is he using him as a "transport" ? As I mentioned, I treated him as a friend, so I care for him as a friend. Hoping he will find the best ger and not some1 who can accept him 2 in 2 weeks time without much communication ! I know, it may not take long to like some1 but I am NOT only the one suspecting, the rest of my mates do !
But well, since he chose her, he like her and I've already given him my advices so no point detesting her. I started to join the both of them for lunch, but was not talking to her at all. I mean, its already an improvement right? I made the initiative to join them for lunch !
So what? You think that bitch bother? NO !

Now you ask, why do I say that?

As I mentioned in my previous posting, I am celebrating my bdae with my mates and we've already planned since last week that we'll be going for dinner cum KTV. Everything has been reserved & confirmed ! Today that idiot sms me just before he arrive at Alvin's place for buffet that he cant make it.

idiot: i can only join for the dinner but not the ktv. sorry. pls dont scold me.
me: then how calista go home?
idiot: i've already spoken to her, she'll take cab home...
me: my birthday you so no give face, what to say?
idiot: really sorry, buy you maggie mee other days...
me: you might as well tell me tmr, forget it lar, might as well cancel this whole thing. Don always say you on and then cancel. That's very fucked up.

he dare not reply me.

I am angry becos a promise is broken without a valid reason given. this thing has NEVER happened before he is together with that BITCH !!!!!! CCB. KNN.

lim bei si sibei du lan.

If thats the case, he can don bother to join for the dinner since that bitch is NOT keen to join us at all ! What for? I dont kiam eng her joining us. its bcos i give him face, thats why i say ask that bitch to join us ! I dont want him to be in an awkward position. Now this is wad i get ! So it doesnt pay to be kind ! IT DOESNT !

Dan, kiu & calista talked to me, says they understand why i am angry & i shld understand him. WTF. How to understand? Its a fact that he does not want to join us, SO BE IT.

Then I smsed him says he can don bother to come for the dinner as well & we can only be colleagues and I've seen him wrongly as a friend. Also, I told him he can be excused from the future gatherings. And I thanked him for letting me know that he is such a person and I regretted helping him so much in the past !

Say that I am stubborn, impulsive, ANYTHING ! I dont care.

Since THAT MOTHERFUCKING BITCH wanna play, come on ! I had the rush to fucked her upside down just now in the office but I managed to hold myself down.

CCB. How to not be angry? Dont commit when you cant fulfill. I hate this MOST.

Anyway, I am going to enjoy myself with dan, kiu, calista & roach tmr without them.