Out of sudden, i thought of the stomp article which i saw- the man threw his poor dog leeched up into the water. That day when i saw this article, i felt so angry! That is your pet dog, why treat him like that?
Come to think of it, I am guilty of this act myself. I remembered when we went to Pasir Ris park with my 4 lovelies, Kailing n Bjorn with their dog. I threw the 4 of them into the pool repeatly to force them to swim; of course, i do not have any leech on them!
Thinking back now, i felt so sick and disgusted with myself. Why on earth did I go that? It was FUN for me, but have I thought of them? I can imagine if I am them, how scared will I feel? So hate myself for doing that.
Another incident is also at the same place with a stupid husky chasing after them. I tried my very best to protect them, but I couldnt do much. I regret so much for not scolding that owner for laughing at them, thinking its so fun.
I think i love them too much to allow them to be bullied.. Sometimes, i feel i did not do enough for them. I regret not spending time with baby boy last time, so to compensate, I sort of treat them as nice and spend as much time as I can with them; maybe hoping to ease some guilt in me.
Sighz, just an first emo post blogged from iphone.
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