Wednesday, September 19, 2007
its been 10 months down the road.. 10 months since i last saw him, my dearest baby boy.
how i miss him is a feeling no one can experience. the closeness we held, the bond we had, the love we shared. he is not a pet to me, but a family member to me. a kin that flows the same blood.
i look forward to seeing him everyday i go home. i think of him when im outside. whatever i do, i think of him.
its fate that brought us together. i can feel that he loves me as much as i love him. he is someone i slp with everyday. he was never a hassle to teach though he was 3 yrs when i brought him home.
my heart hurts so much when i think of him. but still i cant stop myself from thinking of him at all. not at all...
i hope he enjoyed his 2 yrs with him. the bond we built, the love we created.
i thank him for sharing my 21st bdae with me. but i told him i want to bring him for my wedding, but sadly, he did not live to this day.
i thank him for keeping him promise that if one day he were to pass away, he got to wait for me to be with him.
i dont know if xiao huai dan is u, cos we made a promise that u would come back to me as a chihuahua and with ur tongue stuck out to the right side.
im afraid of falling in love with dogs now, cos im scared of heartache.
one thing i can promise u for life is that, no one can replace u in my heart.
in my heart, forever u stand...
always loving and missing u...
